paragraf pembuka

aah, emang paling susah mengawali sesuatu. mulai nulis post ini aja bingung harus tulis kata-kata apa, untung blognya bukan dari kertas, kalo dari kertas gw udah paling bikin global warming deh salah tulis ganti kertas mulu daritadi. agak berbeda dengan post" gw sebelumnya yg pake bhs inggris tapi sedikit dan omongannya yg tidak cukup bermutu, hha. gw memang tidak terlalu ahli dengan hal itu tapi mencoba membiasakan diri, dan memang agak susah. apalagi gw masih newbie jadi blogger, punya blog aja karna dibikinin sm temen. kalo enggak, mungkin gw gabakalan pernah punya blog deh saking malesnya membuat blog.

sebuah perubahan besar dimulai dari sebuah perubahan kecil. Dan ya, hidup gw berubah. bukan hanya hidup gw tapi juga hidup orang lain. orang-orang yang paling dekat dengan gw sampai dengan orang-orang di luar sana yang tidak gw kenal. dalam setiap waktunya, setiap detiknya semua hal mengalami perubahan, dimulai dari partikel-partikel kecil yang berubah sesuka hati tanpa kita sadari sampai dengan perubahan secara fisik yang dapat kita amati. ah, terlalu banyak metafora yang gw pakai untuk menggambarkannya kalau dilanjutkan.

yapp, some thing change. setelah hidup bertahun-tahun lamanya gw sadar gw berubah, dari anak kecil polos yang pengen tau segalanya menjadi remaja labil yang menuntut untuk ingin tahu karena tersiksa dengan rasa ketidaktahuan. secara fisik gw memang berubah, dilihat dari cara berpikir memang berubah juga tapi gak banyak. kadang pemikiran gw tidak bisa dijelaskan dengan logika bahkan gw pun sering bingung untuk mengungkapkan pemikiran gw. gak jarang, dalam 1 hari gw mikirin banyak hal, menyimpulkan bnyk hal, dan gak jarang pula apa yg gw pikirkan itu sia" dan menemukan kesimpulan yang salah. gw memang kurang pandai merangkai kata dan fokus pada suatu permasalahan. yap, sama dengan post ini. omongan gw ngalor ngidul kemana-mana seenak udel. menyerahkan semua yang gw tulis pada kesepuluh jari tangan gw tanpa peduli apa yg gw bahas antar kalimatnya saling berkesinambungan atau tidak. gw rasa bahkan tulisan gw ini isinya paragraf pembuka semua.hha

quote of the day : galau dan labil tidak seharusnya membuat kita kehilangan waktu untuk menciptakan sesuatu :D

New Face

start blogging again after long time busy with school matters.
Gosh, how lazy I am. it's been almost a year since the blog have made by my bestfriend, and after so many time forget the username. I've just ever use it twice? ckck, okay start from now I'll be a better blogger. maybe make new post once a month, or more. just let it flow. :)

feel something different? yepp, my blog design has changed and I'm kinda like it
why pink? doesn't it seems so melancholic? just like me
well, nobody care bout it.. but I care about me. whatever

know what, there's a reason why I'm choosing pink. actually I want my blog in red
red is just cool. it shows courage, bravery. but I'm not that brave, that's why I choose pink, to step forward, approach the bravery.

FYI, I've already say goodbye to highschool life and please welcome college life.
New life, New face, New me :D
so, enjoy my new face while reading my post :)

Happy 18th month, dear

Sorry for not giving you something special in our special moment, oftenly. and I do regret when I don't give you any gift in our 1st anniversary Now, in our one and a half year anniversary, I still don't give you any gift. no wonder then.lol

I may be too innocent to know what love is, I may not show it to you and I may not love you the way it should be but I just know that I do love you and care about you.

I've just realized that the more I know you, the more I know that we are different and I can't make you like what I want.
as I know that it is about our love story, not mine. So, if we have to change something bad, it must be changed by us.
hha, just like what I've said "one day we have to make a kaleidoscope, just to remember what we've done together"

This is just a recipe and we can just prove it.hha

er : Old maxim said, "when a guy says he can't live without you, he's with you till your done"
er : "can I have an everlasting one?"hhi
me : "why not" hha

PUMPKIN

every cloud has a silver lining

Guess what happened before I can write my first own post in this blog?
I'll tell u what happen, read it out
yesterday I was feeling so good to do something with my blog, but then everything came worse when i've forgot the email and password. so what should I do? I was just begging on Choirunnisa, which is my bestfriend who made this blog as a gift for my 16 birthday, hahaha. I'm bad on English so just let me tell u the story with our mother language.

Setelah menunggu kabar dari nisa sekian lama, akhirnya dia muncul di wlm dan langsung memberikan email beserta passwordnya.. waaa, seneng banget. Nisa like an angel from heaven, tapi cerita belum berakhir.
Setelah dicoba, ternyata tetep gabisa masuk., trus nisa kecewa. sorry for made u feel dissapointed. merasa bersalah, gw coba semua cara untuk mengaktifkan blog itu lagi. namun sayang, malang tak dapat diraih, rejeki tak dapat ditolak. semua yang gw dan nisa lakukan sia-sia. dan gw merasa sangat bersalah karena tidak bisa menghargai pemberian orang lain.

From the story, these are some lessons and suggestion that I can take :

• why there's only "forget ur password?". kenapa gak ada "forget ur username?"
• lain kali kalo mau bikin blog sebagai hadiah, pastikan si target udah mencatat atau mengingat dengan baik username dan passwordnya, biar gak mubazir
• be more appreciate with anything from others, even it's just unimportant thing. one day it can be useful for u, just wait it.
• thankgod I have kinda great bestfriend such nisa

well then, see ya at my next post

Very Happy Birthday Evi!

halo fellas. this is me, choirunnisa. who wrote the post. this post is special dedicated for evi soraya, my friend, who turn sixteen today! and this blog is special made for her as a present. well, when the people make some clothes, even some scrapbooks for their friend's birthday, but i made this blog. kind of extraordinary wasn't it? wekekek. hope you like it, vi.

i'll tell you something about evi, hmm, yes she is my best friend, then what else? hmmm. seems like difficult for me to explain huh? well you will know how is evi like when she has begun another post in this blog. wkwk

well ,

and hey evi, may the years continue to be good to you. remember that you're not getting older, you're getting better. may this year bring with it all the success and fulfillment your heart desires, get a blast have a bless! very happy birthday evi, a friend who keep my dreams exist. :)

Believing hear, what you deserve to hear:
Your birthday as my own to me is dear...
But yours gives most; for mine did only lend
Me to the world; yours gave to me a friend.
~Martial

btw vi, if you kind of seems didn't fit with the the layouts, the tagline, or anything in this blog, let me know, i'll help you. i told you i'm a high tech. haha