Happy 18th month, dear

Sorry for not giving you something special in our special moment, oftenly. and I do regret when I don't give you any gift in our 1st anniversary Now, in our one and a half year anniversary, I still don't give you any gift. no wonder then.lol

I may be too innocent to know what love is, I may not show it to you and I may not love you the way it should be but I just know that I do love you and care about you.

I've just realized that the more I know you, the more I know that we are different and I can't make you like what I want.
as I know that it is about our love story, not mine. So, if we have to change something bad, it must be changed by us.
hha, just like what I've said "one day we have to make a kaleidoscope, just to remember what we've done together"

This is just a recipe and we can just prove it.hha

er : Old maxim said, "when a guy says he can't live without you, he's with you till your done"
er : "can I have an everlasting one?"hhi
me : "why not" hha

PUMPKIN

every cloud has a silver lining

Guess what happened before I can write my first own post in this blog?
I'll tell u what happen, read it out
yesterday I was feeling so good to do something with my blog, but then everything came worse when i've forgot the email and password. so what should I do? I was just begging on Choirunnisa, which is my bestfriend who made this blog as a gift for my 16 birthday, hahaha. I'm bad on English so just let me tell u the story with our mother language.

Setelah menunggu kabar dari nisa sekian lama, akhirnya dia muncul di wlm dan langsung memberikan email beserta passwordnya.. waaa, seneng banget. Nisa like an angel from heaven, tapi cerita belum berakhir.
Setelah dicoba, ternyata tetep gabisa masuk., trus nisa kecewa. sorry for made u feel dissapointed. merasa bersalah, gw coba semua cara untuk mengaktifkan blog itu lagi. namun sayang, malang tak dapat diraih, rejeki tak dapat ditolak. semua yang gw dan nisa lakukan sia-sia. dan gw merasa sangat bersalah karena tidak bisa menghargai pemberian orang lain.

From the story, these are some lessons and suggestion that I can take :

• why there's only "forget ur password?". kenapa gak ada "forget ur username?"
• lain kali kalo mau bikin blog sebagai hadiah, pastikan si target udah mencatat atau mengingat dengan baik username dan passwordnya, biar gak mubazir
• be more appreciate with anything from others, even it's just unimportant thing. one day it can be useful for u, just wait it.
• thankgod I have kinda great bestfriend such nisa

well then, see ya at my next post